#200 paralyzed by death

Life is such a peculiar concept.I was born to die.I’ve been pondering a lot about fear.I have so much fear inside of me.To the point, that I caused myself anxiety.The type of anxiety where I can’t feel my arms.I feel something heavy on my chest.It's hard to breathe.This week a person that I love so…

#199 sing us a song piano girl 🎹

When I was a little girl I told my mommy and daddy I really want to learn how to play the piano. Unfortunately, we didn’t have the money. One day my mama and I walked to SavOn, which is now CVS on Sepulveda Blvd. I can’t remember why we were there probably need to pick…

#198 things that made me feel

Moments that made me feel this week. My therapist and I tried a new form of therapy. We were actually just goofing around but it felt good. I told him how sometimes I like to sing about my problems in the car. Sometimes it’s the only way I can express myself. I’ve only sang about…

#197 Afghanistan

Afghanistan has always been a war torn country. Growing up, I was always afraid to tell people about my heritage because of the 9/11 attacks. At the same time, I couldn’t lie either because it felt morally wrong. As soon as I would say, “I am Afghan,” there was a lot of questions being asked…