#54 Freeways

I was driving north bound on the 405 freeway in Los Angeles. There is a part on the freeway that goes downwards. It's like when you go up hill then you reach the top and then you go down hill. Whenever I drive down that part of the freeway, I think of a time when…

#53 Itch

Where do I go? I want to know. Ohh..Where do you go? Remember that song? It has been stuck in my head. Its currently playing in the background as I write. I miss writing. I miss being creative. I miss feeling excited about my accomplishments. Lost in my thoughts is a constant battle for me.…

#52 Attention

I have this urge. This urge to share my life on Instagram. I have gone radio silent for the last couple of months...actually maybe almost a year. I can just go look at the last picture I posted but I am being lazy. I have posted some art work but nothing about myself. Originally, I…

#51 losers

The first time I ever saw my eldest brother drinking was a shock to me. I idealized him and it broke my heart. I even cried about it because it scared me. He was never a heavy drinker but it would get worse. My brother was the American dream. He was an immigrant and worked…

#50 Fourth of July

Fourth of July has always been a strange holiday for me. My brother Yama, was born on July 3. Every year, we celebrated his birthday on the fourth of July. I remember one of his last birthdays, my sister and I got his some finches. We got him a huge cake. When we were younger,…