Where do I go? I want to know. Ohh..Where do you go?
Remember that song? It has been stuck in my head. Its currently playing in the background as I write.
I miss writing. I miss being creative. I miss feeling excited about my accomplishments.
Lost in my thoughts is a constant battle for me. Stay present. Stay Positive. That is what I keep telling myself.
I have my moments. Spiritual highs and spiritual lows. Bare with me.
The itch for creativeness is a real thing.
Where do I go next?
Why does everyone else have it figured out?
Why can’t I find my path?
I don’t want to go back to subbing.
I want to have dreams again but I want to actually reach them this time.
I am a failure to myself.
But, where do I go now?
Why isn’t God showing me the path?
Please Allah, guide me. Open a door. Show me the way.
I miss Library of Horrors. I miss horror.
I don’t miss the drama.
I miss movies.
I miss film sets.