#121 Tuesday

Disclaimer: My phone takes the best picture. I do not look like this. I kept going back and forth today about writing a blog. I woke up at 5am and I was wide awake. I convinced myself to sleep 20 more mins and I woke up tired. I should have just stayed up. I really…

#120 my first piano class

After a whole year of talking about taking piano class...I actually had my first class on Sunday morning. Lets back track a little. I was a little bitty girl when I told my parents that I want to learn the piano. But, we were poor. Dad could not afford it. One day mom and I…

#119 are you a kind person?

I love you, Sun. Let me run wild like nature through the warmness of your shine. Thank you Allah for the sun. Life has been busy but that’s a blessing from Allah. So thank you Allah. I felt an urgency to write today even though my schedule is pretty hectic. My post today is about…

#118 old friends

Let me get this out even if it makes no sense at all. First, it takes more fucking guts to tell someone the truth than to sugar coat something. It shows you care when you tell some one the honest truth then some catalog bull shit that I can read right through. I use to…

#117 bedrooms

This past week, I did a deep clean of my tiny room. My room is pretty small but I love it for what it is. It’s bigger than a walk in closet but some would say ..that’s exactly what it is. Also, I don’t like the fact that I don’t have my own entrance because…

#116 Happy Valentines Day!!!

I LOVE Valentine’s Day. I know a lot of people feel bad because they don’t have a Valentine but honestly, that is t what Valentine’s is about. In my opinion, Valentine’s Day is about love in any shape or form. When I was a kid, Valentine’s Day was so much fun. It was so much…

#114 the driver and the passenger

There was a curvy road up Topanga Canyon Blvd. The driver lied to the passenger saying they were going to go watch a Dragon Ball Z movie. The passenger hated Dragon Ball Z. But, the driver was lying. The driver was nervous so the passenger took over. Shrine Lake was the destination. The ex driver…

#113 the best Saturday

Hello friends, Happy Tuesday! I hope everyone is doing well and staying positive because perspective is everything. I spend a lot of time talking about the bad in my life and I know I need to highlight the positive as well. So I want to talk about my amazing Saturday. I had one downside but…

#112 kelly mcgonigal

Update: I wrote this last night and this morning I feeling anxiety. I feel my brain not shutting down. So I am going to meditate, listen to show tunes, read a book and try my best to turn that negativity off. I will be fine Kelly McGonigal (the psychologist I am referring to today) My…